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I hope you know that I try.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010

MOVED TO:

GLASS PANIC.
GLASS PANIC.
GLASS PANIC.
GLASS PANIC.
GLASS PANIC.
GLASS PANIC.


Relink or not, doesn't really matter to me. :)


You put a spark to the love, you're the gasoline.
Friday, July 16, 2010


(Yesterday's Fate)


Hey guys, I just made a tumblr! You can go check it out, it's glasspanic.tumblr.com I know the name is kinda weird but I like it. 8) All updates @ my tumblr bby! (that is if I haven't spammed reblogging images.) For a moment I thought of closing down my blog and just running my tumblr. I'll see how it goes first.

It seriously gets on my nerves when people just sing the chorus of Hey, Soul Sister cause that's the only part they know. Gets on my nerves like shit and I have no idea why.

Oh and Hui Yee, Happy 9th monthsary! Just know that you're an osm friend, I love you to the max and I really appreciate you listening to me when I needed a listening ear. You're the most harmless person I've ever met and I love you yeah. Gonna drag you shopping one day though. :o Love you. <3

"You prolly have a couple crystal balls in the sky cause I see my whole future when I look into your eyes." - Hey, Soul Sister (Remix Cover) by Lil Crazed ft. Jason Chen, MarctheSharc27 & Summer Breeze


I'm tangled up, tangled up inside your love.
Sunday, July 11, 2010


(via TTVS)


Ah, I've some stuff to announce! Firstly,

Welcome to Yesterday's Fate Joaan!


Hope you have fun making graphics at our site yeah! Go write your profile and submit some graphics soon! ^-^

I'd also like to wish Jaime and Rachel

Happy belated birthday Jaime and Rachel!


Hope you guys spent your birthday well, yeap. Oh and one more thing,

Quest Crew is coming to Singapore!


I'm not sure when they're coming and when they'll be leaving but the thought of them coming to Singapore excites me (in a non-sexual way you perverts)! :D

I'm thinking of working on a new graphics batch today so I'll probably be up with some teasers later but for now I'm gonna reply some tags!

Joaan
> Hey Joaan, you've been accepted (if you didn't already know)! Hope you pass your paper with flyiiiing colors yeah! :D

Hui Yee
> LOL, school's so-so. Hope you're having fun in school! LOL. Thanks for the tag my pretty little lady. >8D

Yockyen
> Thanks for the tag Koko! Stay happy and pretty always yeah. :D

I feel like getting a lip and helix piercing during Nov holidays. What d'you guys think. :\ More importantly, pray that my mother lets me.


I'm singled up in love, I'm lost inside your eyes.
Thursday, July 8, 2010

TEASERS:



(Cathy Nguyen, Kevin Wu, Kinna Grannis, Natalie Tran, Scott Yoshimoto, Shayne Orok)


P/S: Graphics may look blur here, but they're pretty clear @ Yesterday's Fate

Yes, I am finally done with my Youtubers icon batch! I was actually supposed to complete it on the 5th but oh well, schoolwork sucks.

Something hilarious happened during History today. My History teacher told the Vietnamese girls in my class (immersion program) to go to the general office, find a pretty lady who wears high heels and has brownish-red hair (otherwise, my principal) and tell her "I am from Vietnam, I am your guest. I want to go to Shangri La (for a farewell dinner)" Also, our History teacher told the Vietnamese girls that there was no need to go to the Singapore Zoo because we have a free zoo - Annemarie! xD History was such a hoot and a half today. (Y)

"Y'know the border between South and North Korea? Yea, North Korea go and put all their good-looking soldiers there to show off. You know what South Korea did? They blasted Kpop!" <-- My reaction was a mix of wtf and HAHAHAHAHA.


I've got so much of me to give.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010


(leilockheart)


Hi guys! The quote above caught my eye so I just thought I'd share it with you guys. ^-^ School was so-so today and I'll be posting some stuff that happened in school so let's gooo!

PE: Our PE teacher's name is Andrew and we were talking about him while heading to the basketball court. Yi Ling said "Andoo" in an attempt to pronounce his name wrongly and I said "Can do!". :>

Yes, we are not nice girls. Today was the most hellish PE lesson I have ever had! Firstly, we had to run two rounds as a class but we obviously didn't because Annemarie always runs ahead of us. Also, Yi Ling and Alexis were discussing 想握你的手 which they both love a lot so they started running ahead of us, leaving Meryl and I to talk about how crazy they were. ;)

After our run, we had to warm-down and had a 5 minutes water break. What happened after that was hellish. We had to run a round around the track, do 5 push-ups (our PE teacher would increase this number whenever he felt like it) and 5 sit-ups (same for the push-ups). Rinse and repeat 6 times. Everyone was worn-out. After a 5 minutes water break, we still had to run! Running is officially my most hated sport now. -.-

English: We were asked to present our timeline we did (I teamed up with Alexis, Rachel and Jane. We did it on Tom Cruise!) and when Rachel who was presenting, read the part about Tom Cruise acting in "Risky Business", Jane, Alexis, Anne and I all cracked up. xD (click here to know what I'm referring to and read the post titled You'll be fallin' in love.)

Science: For Science we had to mix sulfur and iron filings together and use a magnet to test whether or not the iron filings would still be attracted to the magnet. Of course it still was attracted and the really creepy thing is that when we placed the bar magnet underneath the petri dish (the sulfur and iron filings were inside the petri dish), the iron filings would sort of stick up. It looked a lot like a sea urchin. (...) Reminds me of the time when I was in Phuket and accidentally touched a sea urchin. :\

Yi Ling and I were discussing what subjects we preferred and I found out she liked Chinese, just today. Gee, I've sat next to her for 2 years and I didn't know she liked Chinese? I'm such a horrible partner, tsk. Turns out she likes Math and Chinese while I enjoy Chinese, English, History and possibly Literature. She thinks I'm crazy to like History. >_> I fail to realize why people dislike Hitory so much. I however, have a sort of joy looking at artifacts and visiting museums - be it Art or any other sort of museum. :)

Today I saw a guy carrying a trolley-bag (you know those stuff right? The bag which you can pull along cause there're wheels underneath it!) and I suddenly remembered how when I was in Primary One to Three, the trolley-bag was pretty popular. Around Primary 4 to 5, folding paper stars was popular. In Primary 5 to 6, the rubric cubes were "in". I never really bothered with those stuff though. :\

My latest obsession is Scott Yoshimoto! Well to be exact I just started listening to his songs the day before yesterday. He has a pretty good voice and makes the most awesome beats I swear. I was listening to his "Cooler Than You" cover and I was definitely not expecting what he delivered because I've only listened to JRAquino's cover of it which was an acoustic cover but Scott's version was phwoah. It was really catchy. But my favorite cover of his is "Maybe". I'm addicted to it. @_@ I adore his song "The Gift Of Music" too! I think it's one of the biggest Youtube collaborations with AJ Rafael, Cathy Nguyen, Andrew Garcia, Lydia Paek and Ramiele Malubay. It's the first song that isn't about love or family which I like. :D Also, seeing Lydia Paek, AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera with lip piercings, I feel like getting one too. :\ However Annie strongly disproves. ):<

AJ Rafael just released a new design for his T-shirt and it's so pretty! I love how JRAquino and AJ Rafael used bright colors for their T-shirts, heh. 8) I'm also a fan of Jesse Barrera's LOVE T-shirt and Love In Technicolor bracelet. Oh yea, you guys should listen to Jesse Barrera too! ^-^ He's a fabulous songwriter. :) Anybody wanna buy those for me?! 8D *Obviously harboring false hopes*

I'm working on a new icon batch which is a continuation for my "Youtubers" batch. Includes Kina Grannis, Scott Yoshimoto, Kevjumba, Cathy Nguyen. I don't think I'll be able to finish it by today because I have Lit homework to do, due tomorrow. Shall end my post now and listen to Jesse Barrera / Scott Yoshimoto while doing my Lit homework! ^-^


I don't wanna say goodbye, bye.
Sunday, July 4, 2010


Yesterday's Fate


Currently watching mychonny! Dayum, I love that guy and his humor so fucking much I want to do another icon and banner batch on him, haha! I swear, I will never get sick of his videos. 8) Today I was just wondering how weird yet awesome it would be if mychonny and bubzbeauty were an item. Hahahahaha! xD

As you can see, I've changed my blog layout! I'm sorry if you tried coming into my blog but couldn't because I locked it. Reason being I was editing the layout halfway when my mom started nagging about how my exams were around the corner (uh, no?!) and that I should study and take down notes and shit. So I had to lock my blog in case any of you saw what a disaster it was.

I tweeted this: time is such a key factor in change. it changes personality, looks and maybe even feelings.
This is what Jaime tweeted: Styrofoam doesn't change over time! It's not biodegradable.

Wow Jaime, way to ruin my somewhat deep and profound sentence by saying styrofoam isn't biodegradable. Geez. But I still love you!

I love mychonny so much I decided to post one of his vids here. If you're allergic, sensitive or hate ... vulgarities and Asians then you shouldn't watch this. Or else I highly recommend you watching this. Extremely entertaining. :> Well, at least to me. :D



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[edit/ @ 8 55 PM]

Tagged by Jieyi to do this quiz! And I supposedly cannot refuse so oh well, let's begin! ^-^

1. What have you been doing recently?
Going to school, doing homework, oh the usual crap I do. :)

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes. I don't wanna waste any battery. :o

3. What happened at 10am today?
I was ... soundly asleep. 8D

4. When did you last cry?
The night before the last. I was feeling bad for ...

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
I don't believe in it and I don't not believe in it.

6. What do you want in your life now?
Happiness.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up a hood?
I prefer just pulling up my hood - I like to feel the rain beat against my clothes. It's kinda calming.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillows?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Navy blue Nike shorts.

10. What's the nicest thing in your inbox?
I only keep nice shtick in my inbox. So everything in there is nice.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Nope. Actually I don't know. I hope I don't. :\

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from anyone?
Nope.

14. What are you proud of?
My love for Youtubers. *Grin*

15. What does your oldest text message in your inbox said?
It's too long. That message about how if the sender died he/she'd write my name on every star.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
I think Sunday Morning, Kevin Lien's cover of it. :D

17. Do you have any nicknames?
I s'pose so?

18. What does your last text message said?
"Yes! And my dear what took you so long to reply?" from Alexis. Asking me whether or not I skipped cross country (I did). Woops, looks like I forgot to delete this.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Not sure. Was watching Iris with my mom before I decided it wasn't worth a watch and fell asleep.

20. Are you currently happy?
I'm not happy but I'm not unhappy. Does that make me moodless?

21. Who gave you the best advice?
I have no clue. But I remember telling Hui Yee that confidence is a woman's best accessory. Gee, how cheesy.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
Nope.

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
Nobody, I think.

24. Is something bugging you now?
Nah.

25. Who was the last person who make you laugh?
mychonny!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No. I actually don't see any use in that.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Don't know.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. If you're thinking I'm a sad little girl who was once in some awesome relationship and broke up and whatever shtick, then you're wrong.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Language! I get extremely annoyed when Singaporeans don't use proper English. xB

30. Do you have a crush on someone?
Do Jason Chen and David Choi count? 8D

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Sure. I've mixed cocaine with alcohol, ice, marijuana and whatever hardcore drug you can think of. Quick, get the police to arrest me now.

32. What is the colour of your room?
Boring white. ):

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a million bucks?
Oh no, wouldn't want to go to jail.

34. Do you believe in the saying, "Talk is cheap"?
Uh I guess?

35. Who was the last person who lie on your bed?
My mom?

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
No clue.

37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
My mom, yeah. We live in the same house.

38. Do you have a life?
Duh. o_o

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they didn't?
Erm nope.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song(s)?
I don't have any. :o

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I think it was my class and my form teacher - my dream was that my phone was ringing loudly in class 3 times and my form teacher couldn't be bothered. HAHA!

42. Last time you smiled?
A few moments ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
Definitely.

44. What are you listening to right now?
Nothing. I bathed before I did this question and my hair is still wet so I can't put my headphones on and listen to anything. :\

45. Are you talking to someone while you are doing this quiz?
Yes.

46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or opened?
Opened. I don't want to bang into anyone / anything.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Nah, not really.

48. Do you want someone you could never have?
Yer. David Choi and Jason Chen. xB

49. Have you played an instrument?
Yes.

50. What was the worst idea you had this week?
Committing suicide. No kidding, I was looking at the pool outside my room and thinking of committing suicide.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Watching Ghost Whisperer, LOL.

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
I don't have one, LOL.

53. What song best describe your love life?
Valentine by Kina Grannis! Even though I have no love life, I think that song describes the kind of love I'd like to have. :D

54. Does the person know you like him/her?
No duh. LOL. They don't even know of my existence! But no worries, I know my place as a fan. I shall continue to quietly support them. 8)

55. Who always make you laugh?
mychonny. He has never not made me laugh. LOL.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese.

57. Favourite website?
Youtubeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! and twitter. LOL.

58. What's your middle name?
Ain't got one.

59. What do you think you are like?
Annoying, rude and sarcastic. Evil too.

60. Who will you choose to die with?
My family. But it sounds kinda evil.

61. Where have you been today?
My house.

62. What game do you play often?
I used to play Audition like mad crazy. But now I've stopped completely. :x

63. Who are you missing right now?
Nobody.

64. If you had to choose between your friends or lover, which would you choose?
Friends, definitely. Too bad for my future lover then. :\

65. What are you doing right now?
Breathing and doing this quiz.

66. Which primary school are you from?
CHIJ Primary Toa Payoh! Once an IJ girl, always an IJ girl. I love that place man.

67. Name 3 colours you like?
Black, orange and purple.


You'll be fallin' in love.
Friday, July 2, 2010


Yesterday's Fate

I know a place where the grass is really greener


Hiiiiiiiii guyz! I'm back with a proper post about what happened in school yesterday this time round.

Well, it started like this. For this term, we'll be learning how to do biographies for English. So our English teacher sent us to the computer lab with our respective groups (I grouped with Rachel, Jane and Alexis) to do a time-line for a person. We had to draw lots on what kind of person he or she would be and we got actor. I don't know why but I kept suggesting to do Peter Chao even though he isn't an actor ._."

After a looooooong discussion, we decided to do Tom Cruise. We were looking him up on Wikipedia when we saw that he acted in a film named "Risky Business" in ... 1983 I think? Then this was what happened:


Rachel: Risky business eh?! *Perverted look*
Alexis: RACHEL! THAT MOVIE IS PURE AND INNOCENT. *Never even watched "Risky Business" before*
Rachel: *Clicks the link for "Risky Business" and begins reading the plot.* OMG, TOM CRUISE DANCES IN NOTHING BUT HIS UNDERWEAR IN ONE SCENE, AHAHAHAHAH.
Alexis: WHAT?!
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Rachel: Not so innocent anymore eh?!


There were other parts of the plot we read but I'm too lazy to write it out, LOL. Oh, here's another part but with Anne in the conversation!


Rachel: *Reading* They spend a heated night together ...
Rachel: *Looks at me*
Me: *Looks at Rachel*
Rachel & I: OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Me: Alexis, they spend a heated night together!
Anne: What's a heated night?
Alexis: Yea, what's that?
Me: *Laughs uncontrollably.*
Anne: OHHHH, DOES IT MEAN THEY DO IT THE WHOLE NIGHT?
Me: Yeaaah.
Anne: Oh. I thought it meant that they turned on the heaters for the whole night.
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


Basically, we made a hell lot of a noise. After we returned to class, Rachel and I told a few people to go watch "Risky Business" because it's an "Oscar award winning film" (I think so) and "action packed" xD I hope Grace and Veronica watch it. 8D

I think I'm gonna end my post here cause I'm going to do some icons and banners that I'm really excited about! Yeaaap, I'm doing an icon and banner batch on Youtubers! ^~^ Hope it turns out alright. :\

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Posting this for the second time because blogger is a mother beeper. So anyway, I'm done with my Youtubers icon and banner batch! It took me the whole morning to do it and the whole afternoon to upload it, haha! Here are some teasers:

TEASERS:








(AJ Rafael, bubzbeauty, David Choi, JRAquino, mychonny, nigahiga, pyrobooby, shimmycocopuffss, Wong Fu Productions)
click here for more ...


In case you're wondering, yes I did do banners. Go check 'em out if you're bored or if you love any of 'em. Your support is greatly appreciated! (=^w^=)

California girls they're unforgettable.


Vanessa; Journal of a thirteen-year-old who loves viewing art and visiting museums. Indecisive and somewhat crazy, I'm also a pessimist who tells
myself to see the glass half full. Plus, I'm ever the slight perfectionist.
CHYEAHHH BOYYYYY!
Jason Chen, David Choi, AJ Rafael, JRAquino, Scott Yoshimoto, Daniel Shim, mychonny,
Wong Fu Productions.

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