Yesterday's Fate

Hi, this is an apology.

I know I've been quite a bit of a pessimistic bitch, talking about how my life sucks.
Okay, so I've finally thought it through (while listening to AJ Rafael's cover of That Girl. Why am I not surprised?) My life might suck, but it can't possibly suck as much as starving kids in Africa, can it? And my life only sucks so much because I have this annoying pessimist attitude. I must have a positive outlook on everything.

So I'd like to apologize to everyone who read my previous post and sure if you wanna hate me now I don't mind. You know what, I don't even know how I became a pessimist. I should just sit in my room and listen to inspirational songs (otherwise, songs from Youtube artistes) everyday until I become an optimist. I'd specifically like to apologize to Annie, my dearest Mei/Wife/Pedophile. I've been rambling a lot to her lately about how "my life sucks" and she just has to hear me curse and swear so much. Oh shit, I don't think I can stand myself anymore.

So yea, I've finally thought it through. Thank you AJ Rafael, for that somewhat inspirational cover of That Girl. Oh, and to maintain my optimist mood,

Reasons why my life rocks:

1. I have the best friends in the world, seriously. I'd like to shout-out to Annie, Kimberly, Jieyi, Dawn, 6 Hibiscus, Ashley, Annemarie, Grace, Veronica, Hamsi and Shivani, you guys have been nothing but nice to me so thank you, because I really appreciate it <3
2. I'm in the best school ever, school spirit woohoo!
3. I live in Singapore, which is really safe. No bombs, no mass murder, no natural disasters. Awesome food and awesome people (hahaha, nobody's stereotyping us Asians because most of us are Asians!)
4. I have an awesome family which I love a lot but I take for granted a lot.
5. I'm not a starving child in Africa.
6. I'm surrounded by good, inspirational music (Youtube artistes, LOL.)
7. I don't hate anyone, at complete peace now.
8. My house may be in a mess, but I can always clear that mess!

So I really need to start on my Chinese holiday homework now which is pretty hard - writing a five page introduction of yourself? Kinda creepy if you ask me.